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yknw,

i look back at older posts from older blogs sometimes just to see how much i’ve changed.
and its pretty surprising how i can change so much in such a short time. really.

and then i wonder, how much more will i change before i reach the end of my life?
and i ponder, if there is a heaven, will i be the same forever, never changing?

because i wouldnt want that.
stagnation to me, is as good as just saying i dont exist anymore.
because if i dont change, i dont make an impact.
if i dont make an impact, i dont exist.
if i dont exist, well, i dont exist.

hi my name is larris.
i love god, but i hate church (right now).
life is pleasant, but ominous in a way.
i think too much, but speak too little about it.

i like chili and chocolate and good music.

i love making friends, though sometimes i’m not good at keeping them.
but hey, everyone has their flaws right?

i love the guitar.

honesty.
is.
the.
way.
to.
go.

i could be at so many different places, but i choose to stay.

end of verbal unload.