last warning;

i saw his (my) throne, change from something glorious into something decrepit.

i saw him (myself) giving up, and letting go.
i saw him (myself) turn away.
i saw him (myself) working against everything.
i saw him (myself) sing a new somber tune.
i saw him (myself) sitting on that decrepit throne.

last night,
i dreamt i was satan.

i saw myself (him), afraid.